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I'm sorry to hear that you've lost a friend. Sending warm thoughts and cyber hugs your way.

I’m so sorry that you have to go through this. I’ve never lost a friend, but I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve stopped my bipolar friend from doing it. The terror of hearing those words is impossible to describe. The agony of the possibility that I won’t be there to stop him next time is even worse. I can only imagine how much pain you are in. I will keep you in my prayers.

Thanks guys. I'm still hurting more than I was expecting, I've thought about them so much every day so far. I worked from Thursday to Tuesday which I don't think helped but, I guess it was for the better. I'm sure I would've bawled my eyes out all day every day in bed if I didn't. It just feels like a crime to be or to even try to be happy. I shouldn't feel that way about but I do. I guess it's just because I miss them so much. Thank you guys.