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I have not chatted here much, and found Hunt & Jump a great distraction for my real life when work was quiet. My personal life has changed so much over the last couple years. For those who may know part of my story from the Forest Server, I moved in and became the common law spouse to a man I love dearly, and will be with for as long as the world sees fit for us to be together (I'm not religious). We have 4 children between us, all grown and gone. I have two: one (my eldest, a daughter) is an exceptionally talented dog groomer in Quebec and doing very well. My youngest, who is my "heart child" revealed to me that they were transgender, which came as a complete shock when they came out, and sent me reeling for awhile. It was a couple of years before I was able to get past it and accept. My SON (and I have accepted it now) was recently wed to his partner, and I see the joy and happiness in his eyes, which is all any mother could and SHOULD ask for.
My spouse has/had 2 sons. His youngest is a successful adult, and is doing well although we rarely see him as he is 4000 km away :(
His other son failed to launch. I won't go into the sordid details as I had a lengthy sisterhood posting in forest about him. He passed away from a failed liver and pancreas in October last year, when he drank himself to death and quit eating. We are all still grieving, my husband most of all, as this one was HIS heart child. 2020 and Covid killed many of my passions, horses included. I gave up my horse and hung up my spurs, permanently. I suffer from depression and anxiety, but in treatment. I will play a little once in awhile on Forest, but I simply cannot maintain three accounts, and don't care enough to. If I offended anyone along the way, my deepest apologies.
Please take care, and play nice in the sandbox, or take your toys and GO HOME. LOL